"but the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. against such things there is no law."
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| Tuesday, September 21, 2004 |
| over thinking (no.9) |
I was thinking
Over thinking
Cause there’s just too many scenarios
To analayze
Look in my eyes
Cause you’re my dream please come true
I was thinking
Over thinking
About exactly how I’m not exactly him
I’ll break my heart in two
More times than you could ever do
Cause you’re my dream please come true
Cause I think way too much
On a one track mind
And you’re so out of touch
Cause I’m so far behind
I can’t deny this anymore,
The facts ignored all done before
And if there’s one in this world,
You let me know you’re not that girl
I was sinking
Lower, sinking
Cause I lost the things I held on to
They let me think a thought
A thought that I would know was not
Of seeing my dream come true
I was thinking
Over thinking
About how far I had let this go
One more guy/girl cliché
I know now you’re just in the way
Of me and my dream come true
Cause I think way too much
On a one track mind
And you’re so out of touch
Cause I’m so far behind
I’m trying to make sense
Out of all of this
While your fading scent
Just slips through my grip
I can’t deny this anymore,
The facts ignored all done before
And if there’s one in this world,
You let me know you’re not that girl
Don’t touch the positive with the negative end
Don’t touch the positive with the negative end
Cause after all of the sparks you’re left alone in the dark
Cause after all of the sparks you’re left alone in the dark
And while I’m able, I think I’ll label
Experience with you as a mistake
And while I’m at it, I’ll say I’ve had it
Experience with you is a mistake
Cause I think way too much
On a one track mind
And you’re so out of touch
Cause I’m so far behind
I’m trying to make sense
Out of all of this
While your fading scent
Just slips through my grip
I was thinking
Over thinking
Cause there’s just too many scenarios
To think about
To figure out
If you’re my dream please come true
"I was thinking
Over thinking
About how far I had let this go
One more guy/girl cliché
I know now you’re just in the way
Of me and my dream come true"
That's a bit harsh.. but it's true, isn't it? Me and my dream come true is me and God... and if any thing comes between us and God they're in the way, right?
"I'll kill the thing that turns me away
Amputate the arm that will disobey
Withdraw from everything that's hurting me
Until you finish your work in me"
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Yvonne a.k.a. Von, Mum, Che [姐](Dot), Dada[大大] (Dan), Vonnie, Yv (Ling), Vonnles (which is how Trudy spells it), Vonnals (which is how Jasmine spells it), Von Bon (Ann), Bon Bon (my grandma), Mommy (Nick, who is not very subtle with his hinting), ィヴォン, ボンボンちゃん
O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water. I have seen you in the sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory. Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you. I will praise you as long as I live, in your name I will lift up my hands
psalm63.1-4
:: brown hair :: brown eyes :: asian skin :: asian eyes :: asian glasses :: short :: short :: short :: shy :: paranoid :: noisy :: bouncy when i want to be :: gullible :: procrastinator :: perfectionist :: maker-of-dodgy-cookies :: writer-of-dodgy-songs :: dodgy-singer-of-good-songs :: eater-of-almost-everything :: reader-of-almost-everything :: writer-of-almost-nothing :: daughter :: big sister :: little sister :: mum :: friend :: doll ::
| le futur |
:: saturday the 11th ::
5pm.choir
7pm.yf
:: sunday the 12th ::
joyce's birthday
9am.church
11.30am.joyce's birthday lunch
3pm.lulu's choir recital
:: monday the 13th ::
3pm.working
:: wednesday the 15th ::
6pm.work meeting
:: thursday the 16th ::
linguistics transcription assignment due.
:: friday the 17th ::
french writing exercice #2 due.
international ball.
40h famine.
:: saturday the 18th ::
40h famine.
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| je vous promis |
- Spend a considerable amount of time with God every day
- No swearing
- Exercise at least 3 times a week
- Von-time for reflection every month -- analyse how I react to things and people, how close I'm getting to people, etc.
- No lying
- Be more joyful and caring
- Be less selfish
- Be more subtle
- Be more conscientious with money
- Get a job
- Keep said job
- Keep in touch with grammar girls
- Join a gym
- Speak Canto with Lynn
- Speak French with Nay
- Don't lose my languages
- Save up money to visit Rach in America
- Keep up piano
- Spend less time on the internet
- Coffee with Meera and Lynn once a month if Meera's in Canberra
- Looooong walks with Lynn
- Be sensible -- set boundaries and don’t break them
- Be a better daughter
- Keep in touch with (and visit) Mutsumi
- Start reading again
- Finish Emma and Mansfield Park
- Read a Shakespeare play
- Journal more frequently
- Consider keeping a written journal
- Don't depend so much on other people
- Make time for Lynn, Meera and Nay
- Keep in touch with Grammar people -- esp. Lulu and Claire
- Weekly/monthly Grammar coffees
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